Your silent made me worry, your silent sometimes made me feel lonely…. your silent……. are you going to disappear? Is it something will happen soon… like the eve of Tsunami?
Is it your silent just because of me? Maybe I am thinking too much… I hope I am really thinking too much…
You are not like before to tell me things, or to share your feeling. You seems get used to be closed up to me and be active and open up at somewhere…
Is that mean you are being good to me to being like this? I do not think so. I am hurt. My heart is still here but seems getting empty.
I am not too tough as you thought. Sometimes I did cry a lot. Something cannot ask “to stop and then Stop”… is that the difference between man and woman? I have to say we are the same, we are just HUMAN.
Life is still have to going on…. but I know my heart is still having you, having you inside deeply like a root deeply embedded in my heart. I know I am still loving you and waiting for you till the end of my life.
Maybe everything is just a dream, but please do not wake me up because I really do not want to wake up….I know something changed but I cannot hide my feeling and lie myself. No matter you say I am fool and stubborn….
I am who I am..
P.S. I adore you forever.
