Hana-Bi , Smile,Smile
This is the second post of Relax with Joe Hisaishi. In part 1, I had introduced most of the animation songs which were made by him. In part 2, I am going to introduce another song in a movie “Hana-bi”. This time, I am not going to tell you about this movie, I am just here to share the music which is nice to listen and to feel…
Lately, I am feeling down. I am thinking about many things… while listening to this song..
I wonder if people could choose the way of their own life, I think no one would prefer to be Alone. The feeling of Loneliness arise insensibly when you are alone.
I wonder if people could comfort themselves in any situation, then what Soulmate for?
I wonder if people don’t have someone to talk to, and keep all things inside their heart, what would happen?
I wonder if people could self-support for themselves in any situation, is that mean they don’t need someone to talk to… or to be cared for ?
Alone – is not my fault. It’s not the way I want. I am having this life at the moment….and still going on. Though friends can be around sometimes, most of time, soul is still feeling alone.
Soulmate- someone who can talk to, listen to and share the feelings with you. Where is my soulmate? Soulmate is not easy to find/ meet because it mostly depends on TRUST. Maybe I have to ask my heart and soul.
Loneliness- It is a feeling when I am alone and no one can talk to or share the feeling deep inside my heart.
Support- It is kind of encouragment when you got a problem or doubts. Mostly depends on who give you support. Of course, we can’t always ask for people to help/ support you. I know self-support is important and need to be strong in any circumstances. I am going to tell No one could self-support all the times and I am not a bull. In here, I am not talking about finacial support or about love support stuffs, just talking about soul support from people who know you so well.. I have tried my best to fix problems and tried to find ways to solve it and, tried to ask for others opinions, I did feel exhausted to deal with it when there was still no solution/ still in a doubt. When one’s heart getting drown, soul is closing up and never open for the others. Really wish i had an elder brother/ sister to talk to. All problems or doubts have to face it alone, it is so stress and depress without someone give you some opinions/ advises when need help. Sigh. I am getting mad and feeling lost…
Some people might misunderstand the meaning of Support and Dependent… WHen there is no one can be dependent, (like people who don’t have any family members, like me) you have to be strong to face all those stuffs..Only I am the one who lack of the experiences and feel exhausted to face all of them at a time.. Maybe some people would think i am too weak and dependent, I confess i do feel weak at the moment but I had been strong for so long…Now, I like a balloon collapsing…lol.
wonder if people could comfort themselves in any situation, then what Soulmate for?
You who just showed me the power of friendship and how it can help you brave through any odds? 
Friends are almost as good as soulmates.. until you find one that is.
Do not worry Autumnsnow, one of my teacher’s used to say that if you are ever in doubt over something, trace it to the root and uproot it. Draw a map and weed out the problems, one by one. You have to start someday.
Really wish i had an elder brother/ sister to talk to. All problems or doubts have to face it alone, it is so stress and depress without someone give you some opinions/ advises when need help. Sigh. I am getting mad and feeling lost…
You have US to talk to. If you’re feeling more lonely, try blogsurfing some more, you’ll find more people to talk to. Blogging is not just professional articles, its about discovering more people, building connections. Trust me, not only will it help you feel better, but you’ll find more people… and even perhaps your soulmate!
Take courage Autumnsnow, the castle is strong but we do have the ability to make battering rams don’t we?
[Excuse my medieval lingo. lol]
Gimme a shout if you ever need me. You have my email address don’t you? [If not, it'll be in the comment mail.]
Have a great day. I don’t want my cheery Chinese subjects down!
You know what I too, when lonely, used to think if I had an elder sibling. I almost regretted having a younger sibling. So I understand that feeling. But you are fortunate you have a blog to communicate and people can listen to you and comfort you.
There are times when you are lonely despite having good people in life or you just have plain crisis, I understand that urge to speak out. I think you are doing well, you know about self-support but you want to talk to someone. But you know what you are talking here and you can choose people you like from your readers to talk. Think of things that make you happy and indulge in such things. Here is such post I wrote to beat my depression
http://alchemistpoonam.wordpress.com/2008/04/28/11-ways-to-beat-your-depression/
another one of my rants I wrote because I could not speak to anyone in particular about it:
http://alchemistpoonam.wordpress.com/2008/04/18/where-have-i-been/
I wish you happiness and love, autumnsnow. I am there if you need me.
Thank you so much, Ashish. Your comment did help me a lot.. and it made me smile from my bottom of my heart too~
I am touched. It’s very important for me to have someone encouraged. It gave me brave to battle / to handle difficulties.
I will try out your method to trace to the root and uproot when I am in doubt..
From now on, i think i won’t feel much lonely because i have all of you to talk to… I am relieved when i heard about it…
Anyway, thanks a lot to you, Ashish!
Yes, Poonam. I think I am lucky to have this blog to communicate and have people listen to me. You all encouraged me and gave me courage to face the problems. I am feeling much better than before. I am trying to do something which made me happier…I will read your post about how to beat the depression..i think it is useful to me. Thanks!!!
Thank you so much, Poonam!!!
No worries Snow! What are friends for?!
PS. Sorry for the late reply. Been down the cold and we have electricity problems here these days.