Hana-Bi , Smile,Smile
This is the second post of Relax with Joe Hisaishi. In part 1, I had introduced most of the animation songs which were made by him. In part 2, I am going to introduce another song in a movie “Hana-bi”. This time, I am not going to tell you about this movie, I am just here to share the music which is nice to listen and to feel…
Lately, I am feeling down. I am thinking about many things… while listening to this song..
I wonder if people could choose the way of their own life, I think no one would prefer to be Alone. The feeling of Loneliness arise insensibly when you are alone.
I wonder if people could comfort themselves in any situation, then what Soulmate for?
I wonder if people don’t have someone to talk to, and keep all things inside their heart, what would happen?
I wonder if people could self-support for themselves in any situation, is that mean they don’t need someone to talk to… or to be cared for ?
Alone – is not my fault. It’s not the way I want. I am having this life at the moment….and still going on. Though friends can be around sometimes, most of time, soul is still feeling alone.
Soulmate- someone who can talk to, listen to and share the feelings with you. Where is my soulmate? Soulmate is not easy to find/ meet because it mostly depends on TRUST. Maybe I have to ask my heart and soul.
Loneliness- It is a feeling when I am alone and no one can talk to or share the feeling deep inside my heart.
Support- It is kind of encouragment when you got a problem or doubts. Mostly depends on who give you support. Of course, we can’t always ask for people to help/ support you. I know self-support is important and need to be strong in any circumstances. I am going to tell No one could self-support all the times and I am not a bull. In here, I am not talking about finacial support or about love support stuffs, just talking about soul support from people who know you so well.. I have tried my best to fix problems and tried to find ways to solve it and, tried to ask for others opinions, I did feel exhausted to deal with it when there was still no solution/ still in a doubt. When one’s heart getting drown, soul is closing up and never open for the others. Really wish i had an elder brother/ sister to talk to. All problems or doubts have to face it alone, it is so stress and depress without someone give you some opinions/ advises when need help. Sigh. I am getting mad and feeling lost…
Some people might misunderstand the meaning of Support and Dependent… WHen there is no one can be dependent, (like people who don’t have any family members, like me) you have to be strong to face all those stuffs..Only I am the one who lack of the experiences and feel exhausted to face all of them at a time.. Maybe some people would think i am too weak and dependent, I confess i do feel weak at the moment but I had been strong for so long…Now, I like a balloon collapsing…lol.
